Had a dream about my ex last night. I felt so relieved and grateful to have him back in my life. I was so sorry to wake up this morning. What's worse is that I'm the one that broke up with him so many years ago. I just hated myself too much to trust that I deserved him. I duped myself into thinking he'd be better off without me in his life, so I let him go so he could find true happiness. Maybe he has found it. I hope one day I can find the same, because this sure isn't it.

There are some people that I read their stuff online and I am just grateful that I don't know them in real life. I might have to choke a bitch or two.

DH got his first paycheck from his new job, when we saw it, we both almost passed out! We are both so grateful. DH said I can quit my job if I want but I'm not going to.

I can't stand it when people whine to me when bad things have happened to them. Hello, bad things happen to everyone--you cannot expect your life to go well 100% of the time. You have to be grateful for the good times and be willing to work through the hard stuff.

My living room looks like someone blew up a tennis ball factory in it. Little bits of yellow fuzz and chunks of rubber everywhere. Damn this dog can chew! I guess I should be grateful that it is only tennis balls.

I have gotten food shelf assistance twice. (I lost my job and am not on food stamps.) This month's box included 3 cans of Monster, 2 of the 5 Hour Energy shots, a yellow cake mix, frosting, a box of ice cream sandwiches, dried plums, one ear of corn and a quart of milk. I am trying so hard to be grateful and know that they don't have to give me anything at all. But I see people bitching about how Americans are obese and that we're all entitled and it hurts. I am busting my ass trying to find a new job and survive that I'm even doing phone sex work to pay my bills.

I have a sweet, loving husband. I just wish he wouldn't buy expensive. sentimental trinkets for my birthday. We're not even making our bills and he blows $75 that could have gotten something useful. I feel like a jerk, I should be happy and grateful but I'm so angry. Luckily I checked our bank account before anything bounced. He is so sweet and he loves me so much. Why can't I just say "thank you"?

As naive as it may sound, I honestly had no idea there were so many women who actually wanted to/and chose to be CF until I started coming here to Truu. Experiencing pregnancy, child birth, and raising a family was something I looked so forward to as a woman. I couldn't imagine growing old without having those amazing experiences and I'm so grateful that I was able to.

Be content even if your husband is not the most affectionate man. Be grateful if he is a good person and a good hard worker and father. Don't do what I did and go looking for greener pastures. Because they do not exist.

I am soooo glad that I don't have all these issues like most of the women on here. I am so grateful and no I'm not delusional. We arent perfect but we sure aren't screwed.