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Missing from my life now for one reason or another: husband (now ex), favorite dog, mother, oldest friend I've got, three of my newest friends, formerly favorite colleague...and now my other dog is sick, and I've decided it's best to let you go, too. Just wondering what exactly the lesson is? That I cry a lot when totally alone? Yeah...I figured as much. Anyone else you'd like to take from me, universe?
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My mother mad at me because I didn't send mother's day. Well she was working and Before work had church. So I know she mad but she barely was there for me. I really don't like holidays because of my family. They are so fake and aren't even a family.
how the fuck did I get to be so stupid. why why WHY did I think this year would be anything different? Why did I think the father of my kid would actually tell me happy mothers day? Why did I think my own mother would?
*sigh*
While hanging out with my bf's family, i realized i forgot what's it feels to have a family. My mother has never called since she got her 'replacement' daughter, my sister in law who is basically a sheep following whatever she said. I cannot do that, so im casted out. However my bf's family is still not mine, i never fully belong.
24 celebratin my 23rd Motherless mothers day. my aunt recently passed in february and my grandmother who raised me died almost 2 years ago..def not a happy time over here. I try to keep it inside but this truly blows and I dont want to feel happy for everyone else this time. sometimes things are just so unfair
