He told me he'd been thinking "quite a lot" about me at his family gathering this weekend. Nice, but I have slowly started to realize not to think it means anything special. It just means he was thinking of me. Not in some kind of loving way that I am deep inside still hoping for. Ugh.

This weekend was all about my Mom, (like it's supposed to be, but she managed to take both days) Next weekend I have a family bridal shower where I'll end up using the phrase "Nope STILL not seeing anyone" at least 4 dozen times. And the weekend after that is the beginning of Graduation party season. Kill me now.....

His family (mom, sister, cousins etc.) and friends mean more to him than I do.:(

My mother mad at me because I didn't send mother's day. Well she was working and Before work had church. So I know she mad but she barely was there for me. I really don't like holidays because of my family. They are so fake and aren't even a family.

While hanging out with my bf's family, i realized i forgot what's it feels to have a family. My mother has never called since she got her 'replacement' daughter, my sister in law who is basically a sheep following whatever she said. I cannot do that, so im casted out. However my bf's family is still not mine, i never fully belong.

Years later, I am still angry at myself because of the way I used to let everyone- family, men, bosses, and friends treat me.

Independent woman are just that. We make our own choices and if we want to be single then that is our choice. Doesn't mean there is anything wrong with us. Sheesh I like my single life. I am living the life I dreamed of after raising a family and immature ex.

I have to confess that I am flying into the city where my brother and his family live for a couple of hours before going off to another state.......and I am not bothering to tell them, having them come and visit the parents is always so stressful and hate inducing, I would rather just forget to mention the trip.

my roommate killed herself, so i moved 10 hours away to start a new life, a friend told me to come stay with her..i didnt know she was living with another person they kicked her out a week after i got here, not paying rent(shes now living with family).. i offered to leave as well but her roomie said they didnt want me sleeping in my car in a town that i knew no one. so i stayed now my friend is pissed at me... thinking about looking into a shelter idk

After having dated a few @$$-holes.. I finally met someone... Not only is he gorgeous, tall, a Christian, studying to be a paramedic *swoon*, a manly man... He's also a gentlman who loves me for me, accepts my quirks and spoils me... His family loves me and he can't wait to meet my family... Feeling so blessed