I can handle the deployments and the night alone, they are hard but I know they will end. Since this last deployment he has become so distant and uncaring about not only me but the kids I cannot stand to look at him. He wasnt in a war zone, he is on a boat. I have begged that he get help. He will not. It has gotten so bad it is effecting the kids. HE comes home and just wants to sleep all day everyday. He gets angry if I ask about his work or I dont ask about his work. He tells me he doesnt like the way I do something, I do it differently, I still get the cold shoulder. I cant win

This is my 3rd night sleeping on the couch, why? Because, "I'm a woman in my twenties, I don't know what I want!" That pretty much sums it up. 3 days and I want to jump his bones already! I find him so attractive physically but emotionally our relationship is lacking. We have been married 6 years and I am just now noticing what irritates me about him. Really? WTH is my problem? Why do I want to run away? What is wrong with me? Why do I want to leave so badly? I just can't figure it out. I need a vacation from my marriage. I'm soooo grown up. Pfft.

All my guilt of sleeping with another man rinsed off as easily as last nights fun.. down the drain with the suds.. How do you like me now? It's no fun when the tables are turned.

I have NEVER done anything to hurt you, why is it so hard for you NOT to hurt me? One of these days the I'm sorrys and the tears aren't going to be enough anymore. The kids and I will be gone and you can cry yourself to sleep ALONE.

I miss my DH's smell, so about once a week, I spray a tiny bit of his cologne on my wrists before bed, helps me sleep and fantasize about him (sigh)

When my husband works midshifts we put a twin bed in the closet and thats where he sleeps during the day cause it's so loud in our house.

Ughhhhhhhhhh!!!! I was awaken by thunder at midnight, it's now 3am and I can't get back to sleep!!! Gah

"Robert Bales will be punished for doing the right thing for his country" Are you freaking kidding me, the right thing was killing innocent civiliand, most of them children, when they were sleeping?

I've been seeing and sleeping with a man since my husband deployed 3 months ago. as of a week ago, i've ended the 'extracurricular' relationship with the other man (thank god) i've always missed my husband and, didn't realize how much until recently. Now i spend my evenings watching the "soldier surprise" videos on youtube, and crying my eyes out. I've reverted to the good wife mentality and i know that the other guy was a mistake, but now that i've been backlogged for 3 months, i need to know what does a man really want when he comes home?

I started watching "The Walking Dead" today and am now to freaked out to sleep. My overactive imagination is magnifying ever sound so I think I'm actually getting attacked by zombies. Stupid idea to start watching this cause I'm living alone at the moment since DH is deployed.