Welp, my bratty younger sister actually threatened SUICIDE at dinner when I told everyone I had become engaged. Because, you know, how dare I get married first since she's prettier and better and all that. My parents' reaction? Quick, lets find a way to get her pot-smoking bf to propose with a pregnancy scare or something and pay for a big wedding ASAP. I cannot wait to get out of this toxic place. I am sick of her manipulations on everyone in my family. She is sick.

Posted yesterday about being on a emotional roller coaster & CW suggesting if I was pregnant. On my way home bought 2 pregnancy tests. Took them, went out and bought 3 more tests. They all says one thing: positive (i'm pregnant). FH is on a business trip till tomorrow. Is he ever going to be surprised, lol.

My husband and I got married 3 mo after I turned 20. We've had two kids, lost a pregnancy late term and more in the early stages, faced cancer and won, survived time apart and financial hardship, lived through 6 months of living with his parents while we picked ourselves up after a huge fall and we are still going 15 yrs later. A young marriage isn't always destined to fail.

I hate my fiancee's twin brother with a passion. He has acted like an ass to me ever since we met a few weeks ago. And now I hate him even more, I had a pregnancy scare this past week and my fiancee told his brother for support. His brother pinned this all on me saying this was all my fault and called me a slut, which caused my fiancee to almost lose control and hit him in the face. He's jealous because his twin has a fiancee while he can't keep a girlfriend for more than three months because of his attitude towards the world and his disrespect to women. I don't know how to deal with him.

I don't want to ask anyone to be my bridesmaid(s) until 3 months before the wedding in case one of them gets pregnant. It's not an attention thing, it's because I think pregnancy is digusting and I don't want it in my bridal party.

2 days to the wedding...not even excited yet...I'm starting to think there is something wrong with me. I have my last dress fitting in a little over an hour and I haven't even showered yet...its a 30 minute drive to the salon. I need to get my butt in gear. I'm not stressed, I'm not excited, I'm just blah and I have no idea why. The best I can come up with is that there is so much going on in the rest of my life (grad school, high risk pregnancy, etc) that it's weighing everything else down. I want to be excited...I really do:(

I took 2 pregnancy test recently. 1st one at 2 pm yesterday. Negative. Whew. The 2nd one at 4 am, when I woke up. Negative. Double whew. Got home, took out the bathroom trash and just for kicks, checked again. Light positive line. FML.

My husband and I met each other on Sep. 21 2008, started dating Oct. 1 and got married Nov 26. We got pregnant Feb. of the following year. 2 months into the pregnancy he left for Iraq. He was gone 18 months and in Nov. 2010 we be married 2 beautiful years and I've loved every minute of it. It's been hard but totally worth it. Everyone acted like I was crazy!!!