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How the eff do I get rid of the last 15 lbs? I've been complacent for the past 5 years but I really wanna shed a few. It's so hard for me bc I live to eat, total foodie....and I look pretty small for my weight. Just don't like the way I look naked so I wanna do something about it once and for all!
Reason #2856 I almost never drink hard alcohol: I definitely made out with the guy who drove me home from the party. I may or may not have had sex with him. I woke up naked, alone, and there were two condoms (in their wrappers, none in the trash/anywhere else) on the floor under my clothes. Hmmmm. (Also: NO IDEA what that guy's name is.)
Sometimes, when it's hot, I don't wear anything at all. I'm naked. I do all my everyday chores, and I garden and everything. But, the other day, my neighbour saw me. She said I 'have a fit body'. She was a lesbian, and I thought she wanted to get with me. I've always wondered what it would be like to do it with another girl, so I invited her around for a cup of soda. In the end we ended up having wild sex in the back yard.
I lost 60 pounds and was VERY pleased with myself. I still had 20 to go. BUT, Hubby didn't like it. Apparantly, he likes me "plump." I have always been overweight and he had never seen me that small. I unintentionally put back on 20 pounds and I feel terrible about myself, even tho he is happy about it and tells me how good I look. I feel like a fat cow again! I don't want to have sex or have him see me naked now. I am working hard on getting it off. And he just doesn't understand why I don't feel desirable anymore. Just because HE thinks I look good, doesn't me that I think I look good.
I don't have a muffin top when I wear clothing.. when I'm naked? Yep.
I'm the one who posted about working out and my before diet fast food, fried foods etc.....My diet now instead of Toast for breakfast and those Naked Juices (I don't know how healthy they are, but they are good) my lunch is either a Salad with Fruit in it and Balsamic dressing or a sandwhich and my dinner is usually baked meats, veggies with cheese (i know i know, but it's so good and either rice or a baked potato. I also eat Tuna and try to snack on veggies instead of chips and things like that. I really need to do a 180 with what I eat. I drink water most of the time.
I don't shower in the gym because I am terrified of someone seeing me naked. On days I have class right after I go, I wipe down with some cucumber scented wipes, slather on a lot of DKNY Be Delicious lotion, and sometimes add a drop of the perfume on my wrists. One day, the cashier at the cafeteria said I smelled really good. I was incredibly surprised, because I always think that I stink.
(...cont) in college I always made gym my last class and went straight home to shower after it. In high school I made it my last class and tried not to actually exercise very much so I wouldn't sweat and get all stinky. Deodorant can only do so much when you haven't showered. And there is no way I will be getting naked in front of lots of strangers (and potentially their kids?!?) now. I will stick to my daily walks and workout videos, thanks.



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