I bought a pair of pants around New Years as a treat for losing weight. I could barely pull them up over my butt, and I couldn't even button them. I hit a lot of road bumps in my diet and exercise plans, and I put the pants away, thinking I'd never fit into them. I found them this morning and tried them on. Not only did they easily slide up over my hips, but they buttoned up! I cried in happiness! And I also got compliments by family, friends, and even a stranger at the grocery store.

I don't want children, never have. My family has great genes, even after kids. Ex, my mom of 8 looks like Demi Moore in a bikini. No stretch marks or loose skin. Quite fair from lack of sun too. I'm really athletic now and I'm so interested to see what a kid-less body will look like when I'm old.

Last night i tried committing suicide and almost succeeded till I thought of how my friends and family would react.

i must act like everything is fine with me bf family is coming into town this week, lots of eating out...great

We were supposed to have a family get together tomorrow, but it was canceled. Im so happy though cause I always feel so fat and ugly compared to my skinny ass sisters. They dress likes hoes too so I bet my hubby checks them out.

I'm not fat, but all of my cousins on my mom's side of the family are rail thin. I'm jealous of their tiny figures. I wonder if any of them are jealous of my curvy shape.

This person I know started a FB group to help raise money to send her Aunt to The Mayo Clinic because she has Crohn's and needed to raise something like 30,000 to go there. I of course donated. A few months later the group closes. K fine maybe they raised the money? Find out a few months ago she and her family went to Mexico. Now...If she can't afford to go to the Mayo clinic, how the EFF can she go to Mexico?? I think she used the FB group to raise money for Mexico. How sick is that? I never did get my money back, grrrr!!

I have about 4 houses that I dream about. They are all huge, elaborate, and historic. One belongs to a childhood friend's family. I would love to live in any of them!

When I drink too much at night (hello Easter dinner with family followed by wine at home), I wake up EARLY. I felt like crap at 5:30am, but was wide awake, so I hit the gym before work! 65 on the elliptical? Don't mind if I do. Now if only I can do that when I *don't* overindulge the night before...

I just found out I am severely anemic and most likely have colitis or chrons disease...going to have colonoscopy this week. I am so health concious and already eat super careful exercise regularly...this sucks. My entire family consists of obese junk food eating high bloodpressure diabetes high cholesterol alcohic smoking couch potatoes and I get the serious problem that is knocking me on my butt ? What is that ?