So DH is leaving in 20 days to train!!! (already??!) OMG I'm trying not to be freaked! I love him, he loves me, and we love our kids. We're gonna get through this. We just gotta stick together.

Dear Lord, Please give me strength and comfort during this time. Help me be a good Mama to my kids and give me what I need to stop these tears that just keep coming... Amen

So DH's return got pushed back by about a month or so. I've seen it, and read about it, and heard about it, but it's never quite the same as living it. I'm trying to put on my big girl panties and deal with it..

OMG! I just got my first letter from DH while he's at Ft. Benning... HE GAVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS!! Dang it! I've been writing EVERYDAY to noone.. I even read the damn thing back to him when he gave it to me, and he said nothing! I gave everyone else the wrong one, too. Shit.

We got our orders today!!! First duty station: Ft Carson. Noone knows but us so far ladies! Can't wait to tell DH...