DH has only been in the Army for about a year now. He's already gotten promoted to E5! And just got accepted into sniper school, his lifelong dream. I don't mean to brag or gloat, but I am SO DAMN PROUD of him!!! Go DH! The sky is the limit, babe. :)

We got our orders today!!! First duty station: Ft Carson. Noone knows but us so far ladies! Can't wait to tell DH...

So we went to DH's Christmas party lastnight.. I felt so out of place! (It was my first "military get together") All the wives seemed like they knew eachother. I spoke to quite a few of them, and they all basically looked down their noses at me, answered me in 2 words and walked away. Also, what is up with the bleach blonde, over done makeup, hair, boobs, slutty dresses, bitch, clique? Holy crap! Aren't we all married? Who are you trying to impress/entice? Must make your DH proud to see your ass hanging out while you get drunk and sit on Santa's lap. Where do I belong in this mess?

I have a court date Feb 1st to decide visitation about DS(4) and his Bio Father. I've been having nightmares about all of this for months now. My DH has raised him as his own for 2 years bc my ex had nothing to do with DS. My ex beat me horribly, tried to kill DS (while I was pregnant), is a drug/alcohol addict, and IMO, an all around waste of a person. The kicker? He'll probably win visitation...Even supervised visits, I think, are wrong for us. He doesn't even know DS. 2 years is a long time to a 4yo. I'm SO SCARED about all of this, and what could happen.

I went to the gyno earlier this week, and my IUD has DISAPPEARED!!