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i had lost 12lbs partially because of the pills im on! i felt great! and DH loved the new body! but recently with a huge amount of stress going on right now ive gained a few pounds, but DH is still complementing me like im still loosing weight! well if he doesnt notice then thats great and the compliments just make me feel better anyway! i love him!
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shareive been walking alot lately..the scale says i havent lost barely anything but im down a couple sizes..my clothes i wear are looser and finally for the first time in about2 years im smiling at myself in the mirror again!.my hubby and myself can tell ive toned up alot! walking is a great exercize!
one of my few friends is moving far away...im not sure if im upset cuz shes going away or if im upset cuz i wish i was the one starting over in a new place?!~
ugh..its just a hard morning..coffee isnt doing the trick today...pmsing! and couple days before my period gets here im just soooo exhausted! its the worst kind of tired...plus my back hurts and my tummy aches! this should be a great day!
ugh...my DH works incredibly hard at a job he hates and today was payday. we have $50 left after paying rent and car payment...im not sure how we are gonna make it the next two weeks..dont need much for groceries..its just money for gas we need! i guess we r borrowing from the inlaws again!
started talking to my step sisters today..told them what my parents did to me..the whole on there back during sex thing..they were sorry but not surprised, guess im not the only one my dad abused..the same thing didnt happen to them(guess there mother isnt a crazy as mine) but they were abused too and got rid of all contact with him..my sisters once threatened my mom that if the found out that anything happened to me they wud take me and raise me themselves...wish somehow they could have found out when it happened! i wudnt be going through this now!
my dad went into the hospital yesterday..hes out now and fine...but it got all of us in a room together unexpectedly...and there was no fighting..i told them when i confronted mom i just needed to get a few things off my chest and i didnt do it just to be mean..i said im going to therapy for help with everything and i dont want a fight over all of it, i just want to work it out nicely..and if we do then i will continue contact with them but if not then im done...it was a decent visit with them yesterday.
ok so i found out the reason why my husband didnt want to acknowledge V-day...it was cuz he didnt know what to get me...he thought flowers were bad cuz they die and he wanted something special..he thought box of chocolates was cheesy..so he took me to starbuck and got me my favourite stuff cuz thats a place i love and i dont get to go and treat myself to it very often! it was truly sweet!
