You know when you feel like you gained 5 to 10 pounds, and you feel really bummed out. then you finaly step on the scale and you didn't even gained a pound. I love when that happends.

Everytime I take long walks outside my hands swell up and look puffy( dosent happens if I'm on a tredmil). The swellig calms down as soon as a stop walking. Im guessing it has to do with circulation in my body, but is it something I should be worry about and see a doctor about this?

Growing up in my teens I strugled with my waight. In 2008 I reached 173lbs struggling to lose the waight. In february 2010 I waight 129lbs. I've mantaind that waight, but yesterday I took a pregnacy test and now I'm prego. I'm excited but it sucks that I didn't even get to injoy my new waight for the summer and I bought a string bikini over the weekend that now I have to return :(

I'm so f- ing piss right now. My husband just called me to tell me that the other day when we went riding the guy from his company that we seen in the Walmart parking lot ratted out my husband for not wearing a helmet, and a pt belt ( I had a helmet but no pt belt) my husband Sargent said that he's going to make my DH move into the barrecks and can't leave post.Oh and his Sargent hates my husband he even try to make us not get married. And I found out today the rumor is one of the guys seen the orders and now there deploying May 22 less the a week after his leave.

last night I was replying to a commet that someone left on my post my husband take my phone from my hand and said who are you talking to I tryed to grab my phone b/c I didn't want him reading all my post. hes alot stronger then me and got to read everything. he even started to read some of the post I wrote out loud. I felt so embarrass and though for some reason he would get mad, but he didn't he was smilling and laughing at me and thought it was cute. he told me he loved me and kissed me. but now he deff knows my truu name.

I took 2 first response pregnancy test and both had a dark pink line a light pink line. I had the other wives that are preg to look at it and all 3 girls said I'm preg. I bought a clear blue that had it wirttin out to make sure. My husband woke me up this morning at 4:30 to pee on the stick and it said not pregnant. At 8 this morning I got my period my husband came home from a ruck march and I told him I got my period. He got mad and got loud telling me that it's my fault b/c I was worrying about it to much and I made him happy for nothing. He's such an ass he made me feel so bad.

My brother calls me lastnight asking if I was still going to move in with him when DH deploys b/c his inlaws are moving in and that they are paying him more rent.once I got off the phone I told DH. He started fliping out saying how harable my family is that my own blood kicks me to the curb when my brother said if go to school FT I could live there for free but I told him I would still pay so we agreed that I would pay whatever it cost for me to live there. Now I have nowhere to go. My parents won't let me back in their house my older sister has no room in her condo and my MIL dosent have room

I'm so fucking stupid to actually think my DH changed things where going so well and we got to a point in are marriage that I felt was perfect we even talked about about starting a family and now Im 7 weeks prego.he left to Afghan on the 3rd.I logged onto his AIM screen name come to fine out hes talking to another girl I logged in to his Skype and hes been webcam with her I'm not going into detils but when I seen her screen name in the past and asked him he lied and told me it was his cousin. he proved to me that he was a changed man and I really belived him. how can he do this to me.

I want to learn to trust him again. but I'm addicted to snooping threw his email and stuff. even though he said he has changed and I havnet found anything since. I just can't shake it off and, I was never like this with my previous relationships.

So I finally got to talk to the girl that I fought my husband talkig to 2 1/2 months ago. She told me that they been friends for a long time and that one day he told her that he always loved her and wanted to leave me to be with her. When I started to become supissus he told her that he loves me and want to be with me. But what I want to know is, did he say that b/c he really means it or is she talking about the messaga he left her that I made him write. I just want to know the truth is he really loves me. Things have been really good since then so I don't know if I should just let it go.

Everyday my hubby text me I love you. And I still get butterflies.

The grass is not always greener on the other side.

for some reason in the mornings I tend to wake up very horny so I'll rub my husband jock hoping that he will wake up hared but most of the times he will push my hand away and tell me stop so I start to play with myself and when he finaly wants some I'll tell him no b/c I already came then he gets mad at me... well DH you should of gave me some when I wanted it.

A man will treat you the way you allow him to treat you.