Lost 3 pounds by cutting my pop down to 2 cans... killing me tho keeping up with my kids (2 and 8 mths) but it's all for the weight loss!

I'm relieved I didn't gain as much weight with this pregnancy as my first. I weigh almost 10 pounds less!

We finally have the money to start planning our wedding, instead of being thrilled for me my sister is acting irrational and moody. Her wedding is in 3 months, ours wont be till next year but she's acting like I'm stealing her day. WTF? I told her it will be all about her, I'm not stealing her day but she refuses to stop acting like bridezilla. She thinks I should postpone my planning, come on! I've waited 2 years to finally start planning, I'm not waiting anymore. Not for anyone!!!

We've chosen our colors, pink/brown/white to go with the cherry blossom theme I've always wanted. I'm glad fiance is letting me do whatever I want :)

Sister still has not forgiven me for starting to plan my wedding.. It's making me seriously loathe her. Mostly because my niece and son were best friends, and from her idiotic behavior she wont come around so they do not see each other. Stop being such a selfish bitch sister.

I am so glad we don't have to go through the "first year" of marriage thing. We've already lived together for 3 and a half years, and have two kids together. So glad we have that SURPRISE year out of the way. :)

One of my "mom" friends has a really weird looking baby and I feel so bad when I think it so I usually try extra hard to tell her the baby is cute. Sorry!!

Had a small relapse of cutting before x-mas but I didn't let it get me down which I usually let it. this time I was strong enough to push through the depression. I will NOT let this relapse define my future. I'm not falling back into the self-harm, I'm NOT!

Weird... Last night my bestfriend's son had a seizure. At that same exact moment my son sat up and asked "Where's M & N" (her boys names)like he felt there was something wrong! Maybe he has a sixth sense?

This is such a change, my baby girl is so small compared to my son. I keep thinking there is something wrong with her but then I just have to remember my son has "giant" blood in him.

Man LIB stop being a child, he threw a fit because I asked him politely not to buy me a pair of 70 dollar shoes. "God forbid I do something nice for you" We have summer clothes for the babies we need to buy, bills. I do not need a pair of shoes. If you wanna do something nice for me how bout clean up after yourself, do some laundry, play with the babies?

Had a little role play last night, he wasn't expecting it. ;) I wore my school girl outfit I had way back in HS, please to see it still fit. No panties, he loved it and so did I!