I am involved with a very serious legal matter regarding a previous employer-civil rights violations. I have my lawyer, they have theirs, but man I'm totally scared, they're already making me look like a jerk over some incidentals. Ug... I didn't ask for this, I just wanted a normal job like normal people, but I can't back out now. This totally has me stressed out! I have to go meet everyone at corporate, I KNOW they're going to trash me. I just don't want to cry in from of all of them, truth be told, I probably will. I wish I could control that reaction, but I just can't.