When I started working with a new group of people a few years ago, there was this woman in the group and she is fricking gorgeous. I've had a crush on her ever since, she has a lovely personality as well. When we started she was 18, and didn't have a pound of excess fat on her body. 2 years later she's got some excess fat on her stomach, and I hate myself for noticing it, especially since I've put on so much weight there because of the stress. She'll leave at the end of the year, I want her to see me slim before she leaves and I never see her again.