i can't relax when the house is out of order... it makes me feel anxious and depressed... i am so high strung it bugs the shit out of me... so maybe once a week i get sick of the constant cleaning and let myself go to bed without making the house perfect than i wake up and it pisses me off, again!! WHO KNEW A 2 YR. OLD COULD WREAK SUCH HAVOC?? there are SO many things they don't tell you in "what to expect when you're expecting" ~ i'd like to write a real tell all about motherhood, the good, the bad and the ugly!!