I wish my ex would just "rot in hell". Literally. In the past 6 years, I've gotten a total of $120 in child support. IN 6 YEARS!! Our children together are 10 yoa and 6 yoa. He hasn't called in over a year, let alone try to actually see them in over 2 years. I want to have his rights terminated and have their last names changed to mine but cannot afford an attorney to do so. I wouldn't even be able to locate him so he could sign the documents...Shit...will he even allow it to be done? BASTARD!! I HATE YOU!!! Why can't you roll over and die?? {please God forgive me for feeling this way}