Im in the middle of a custody battle with my ex over a child that Im not even sure I want. I cant just give him up to his dad though because that would mess up his life for sure. His dad is not capable of taking care of a child on his own. My son (4) is now messing up the best relationship Ive had. We are in love, but the stress of the kid is killing us. Why cant things ever go right for me? I dont deserve all this crap Im being put through. Oh and on top of it all, my grandpa is dying of cancer.