I'm 6 weeks pregnant with my first... I'm 37. Not afraid of the pain of childbirth but more the complete humiliation of it all... am I alone in thinking breastfeeding is just plain gross? I have only been married 6 months. My husband and I "hide" when one of us has to do a #2, and now I'm expected to allow him in the delivery room with me when I'm moaning like a cow, bleeding, pooping and farting on the delivery table? Here's to a great future sex life I'm sure!